Entry 439

Yo  wassup
Been spending a whole lot of time at this workstation lately ..
Still alive here, just haven had the time to update  ..
live has been interesting as always the Ups & Downs'
Uni has been really busy and have been occupying heaps of my time ..
Its been crazy busy really ..
Can't wait for a break after all this crazy busy hectic schedules ..
as of now i will learn to enjoy and savour this season of me life
tho at time i would rather do something out of the extraordinary
But the extraordinary always comes from the ordinary ..
so yeah till then...

Blessed Mother's DAy 

off back to the workstation ..

cheers
ruth

Entry 438

It has been relatively hectic the past few weeks.
Its just good to just take a breather and look at the blue sky
and get back to what i have on my plate.

cheers
ruth

Entry 437

Life gets tricky when the visibility of the on going path get rather blury
So often I find myself trying to walk through a windy, foggy, and cold path
hanging on a candle which seems to go out any second.
Many things has been happening which made me take some time to think about life.
Well very well my visibility on my future is still rather vague at this current point in time.
I reckon its another season of trusting daddy God with what He has installed.
As i always put it life is a jigsaw puzzle and i'm setting out on another journey to pick up pieces for my massive jigsaw puzzle.

I will leave you with this verse:

Proverbs 4 : 23
Guard yourh eart above all else, for it determines the course of your life

take care n God bless

cheers
ruth

Entry 436

Blessed New Year Folks

Its been awhile since i last blog.
Had heaps of things to attend too.
2009 was a good year but 2010 will be much better !
Thanks to everyone who made my year an awesome one ('',)
2009 was a season of testing in terms of my life, family, relationships & etc.
Thank daddy God for seeing me through another year.
The year certainly did passed faster than it seemed !
Jan till mid feb last year was jam packed with summer school, bball, hang outs, summertime and etc
End of feb was back to uni and the whole uni student life woot woot lol..
March up till mid june it was uni student life cycle, bball , sports, road trips, food sessions, meeting & getting to know heaps of interesting people, church, connect and etc ...
Mid june till end of july went home finally after a year lols.. heaps of meeting ups&hangs outs, parties, sports, road  trips and met the dude whom i'm loving heaps each day.
End of July till end of nov back to the whole uni cycle, road trips, food sessions, ice-cream feast, got seriously injured but thank daddy god for seeing me through and the speedy recovery that allowed me to be back up and running after 2 weeks, church, connect, sports n etc...
End of nov till mid dec was a lil homecoming which was good to be home again and to spend time with loved ones, food huntin, road trips & etc..
mid dec till end of dec back for summer school, pre&post christmas was jam pack with avatar, road trips, food and more food and relatives were downtown and yeah not forgetting the famous sydney fireworks.

Now: back to summer school which has been keeping me occupied

Well life has been rather random, spontenous, fun, challenging, and interesting.
Season after season has taught me heaps and there is still heaps of learning to do!
At times in life, there ought to be things that will be thrown at you hard and painful
but lives goes on and these challenges are stepping stones to build you up to be stronger
and to bring you up to the next level..
its a matter of how you choose or decide to deal with it .
Life is not a problem but its an adventure to be lived !
So as i kick off this year into a whole new season of adventure in my life and what it has installed,
I would like to end with this  note

"Life is funny.. take a break and have a laugh ('',) "

Have an awesome year ahead folk!
take care n God bless

cheers
ruth

Entry 435

Seven years and counting ....
It has been seven years aye ....
It felt like it all happened yesterday
It feels like time flies just flew passed
But during the last seven years it has been a real challenge
There were many times where i had to start again from square one
Like every other kid at times i wonder why and whats the reason behind it all
While being in the season of testing, the waiting period just seemed so long and mundane
Its been a journey seeing myself getting broken over and over again
And in the later seeing myself getting up and back to everything once again
Its a very though process i have to say
When you just wake up one day perfectly up and running
but then wake up the next day with a whole 180 degrees flip in your life for the opposite
Sounds drastic but so real ..

Bottom line is

Thank you daddy God for seeing me through every season of my life
Especially at times when it was really hard to hang in there with situation and circumstances
I guess over the years i have and still is learning patience..
was doing spring cleaning earlier and i pull a note which wrote


Patience
It is not inactive but is a willingness to wait and embrace the activity of God in the present even as we have our hopes and dreams for the future.

have an awesome week
back to books. one down, two more to go.
take care n God bless

cheers
ruth

Entry 434

DAY 21 of recovery since the massive fall
Wounds are healing up pretty well
Is able to walk and run already
Left hand is still regaining strength tho
Back to the gym taking it easy so yeah
And Getting back to everything ...
Thank God for His Grace and speedy recovery

Today is the day that changed my life four months ago
And is really glad and contented because of that
And is cherishing every moment of that
Thank God for that day and person which i am on a journey with ('',)

Done with the last week of uni for the semester
12 more days till finals
This semester has really been full on
Assessments just seemed to be multiplying as time passes.
Fell like i just came back from home not too long ago and just started uni
and now its nearly done
Had my last assessment yesterday which was a presentation where we had to wear all formal

Alritee till then im out of here...
back to the hideout

take care n God bless

cheers
ruth

Entry 433

REST
I am learning to enjoy REST
as in not bumming or just lazing around
rest as in putting a STOP in the whole running around pushing the limits

As i sit here behind the desk
I giggle to myself, must it always be something that happen to you to make you learn?
This is not the first time aye
Well i do admit i love my fast paced life
But over the past few days since i had my massive fall on friday evening,
heaps of things has been running through my head which goes in line with the reminders given by all.


Well last friday, like every friday the plan is to hit the gym for abit then bball sesison and dinner w the gang.
But i did not make it to the gym nor bball but instead to the emergency room at the hospital.
On that friday, like every other day, normally when i hit the gym i will cycle down this massive steep hill and cycle back. its part of my training routine i do to work on my stamina n fitness.
Anyhow while cycling down the massive steep hill, midway towards the gym the bike skidded and hit the walkway and crashed!! I landed on my left side of my body.
Thank God that there was this dude walking out of the gym and saw me, who rushed to help me.
Later on my housemate and her boyfriend came and get me to the hospital.

Despite the LONG LONG wait in the emergency room to get my dressing down and x-rays,
I sat there in waiting in pain, controlling every tear, i kept telling myself you will be fine and you will get better
I am very thankful that i walked away without any serious injury.
That solid few hours in the emergency room did bring back heaps of memories 
Being there in a state of semi-shock after the massive crash, i really wanted my loves ones around
And i am really thankful to have larry and micheal around to cheer me up
Thank God for sparing me and my life.
With the full on fast speed i was on my bike, i would have been worst off.

It has been couple of days now i have been resting since friday.
I am very thankful for people who cares, concern and worry about me.
Who constantly check on me, calls, message, visit, massage me, bring me food and etc ..
THANKS HEAPS PEOPLE

As I sit here enjoying the stillness and quietness of life with restricted movement
I ponder to myself:
how have you been doing life ?
prioritizing in your life?
is it worth it running and running pushing your limits and miss out the MOST important point in life?
am i allowing silly thoughts and people run through my mind?
and etc...

Anyhow...
As I rest I am learning to have peace within me
As I go through this season of life and healing I want to learn to continue to perserve through and smile
As I rest I want to learn to be more mature in dealing with things, people, thoughts and emotions
As I savour and enjoy this season I want to learn to count my blessing and learn to be thankful
And after this season i want to be stronger and stronger for the upcoming seasons in life ('',)

Life is too short to just let it goes by each day without putting any effort in making it an awesome one.

"Let emotions subside and then make decisions" Joyce Meyer

cheers
ruth

Entry 431

Another week has passed.
Its week 11 of the uni semester another 3 weeks to go.Time just flies aye.
It felt like i just got back yesterday after the short winter break back home in KL.
Then it was sleep recovery for the first few weeks as who sleeps during holidays tsk tsk..
Semester has been full on with assessment after assessments it feels like it is just self replicating.
Life has been pretty occupied with heaps of stuff and it has been an interesting and random journey.

Testing after testing just keep showing up without notice.
Some comes unexpected
Some are being anticipated


The sky cleared up today after raining since friday ..
Daylight saving started over the weekend ..
Now around 7pm it is still bright, bring back good ol memories of home
Bballing each evening till it gets dark, the good ol days
It hailed on tuesday on my way home from uni in the train..















The ground look all white giving a lil taste of winter in spring ('',)




















And not forgetting having ice-cream on a chilly day and any days is the best !


The storm came and left for now.
Sitting by the window enjoying the sound of rain, the chilly weather and the stillness was good.
After a hectic day or week it feels good to have some time off just enjoying the stillness.


Heaps of things has been happening and going on
Some are leaving for lands which seem greener than where they were before
Some are  moving on to another phase or stage of life
Some are  still being stuck in the same page after a long journey
Some are  changing for the better and otherwise

"Life is not a problem to be solved; it is an adventure to be lived"

I'm gonna revamp my adventure and live it to the fullest !
Thanks for being part of my journey and adventure, it has been a pleasure.
Hope you had fun and a good ride.

Hitting to the hideout for the last lap of the semester before it ends.

cheers
ruth

Entry 425

Will not be blogging for awhile..
blog fasting
till then

cheers
ruth

Entry 424

I'm back and can be contacted at
+60173140443

hope to hear from you real soon

cheers
ruth

Entry 422

Winter is here..
It has been raining.. the typical winter weather
It has been 5 days since the two most important men of my life arrived.
I'm glad they are here it has been way too long since i seen them.
Love and miss them heaps !!

I'm on stuvac (study vacation), finals is in a week.
Been feeling homey especially having them here.
It is like a pre-homecoming thingy lol ..

Despite being really busy with all the uni preparation
just having dad and lil bro's (phil) company just makes me smile
Man love them so much even though phil is really annoying and irritating
but its just fun hanging out with him having a sibling bonding time ('',)
and just being able to play sports with them is seriously a bonus
Thank You God for blessing with these two dudes!


me.dad.phil

off to books
take care n God bless

have an awesome week

cheers
ruth

Entry 421

Chords are the basis of a music
Some chords produces awesome sound while other otherwise.

Which chord are you on currently ?
Major or Minor ?
Are you on a soothing melody or on a rough random minorish journey?
What sort of chords are produced in our life?
Are there more Major or Minor or both chords?

Entry 420

It is the LAST WEEK OF MAY already ..
gosh time just passes so quickly !!

1 more day till my last assessment which is a presentation
2 more days of classes till semster ends
5 more days till meet the two most important men in my life
17 more days till finals
25 more days till winter holidays

Time to really buckle up
and prepare for the BATTLE !!!



Finals timetable is not looking that great :

One paper on the 11th , two papers on the 12th and another on the 17th June

Well please keep me in prayer ! much appreciated
To everyone who is/will be sitting for FINALS

ALL DA BEST !!


NOTE TO SELF :

COME ON STOP WASTING YOUR TIME ON UNECESSARY STUFF !!!!!
PLEASE KEEP FOCUS AND CONCENTRATE !!!!
REALIGN YOURSELF !!!
YOU CAN DO IT !!
DON'T GIVE UP !
IT'S NOT TOO LATE YET !!
GET UP AND FIGHT YOUR BATTLE !!

ok i'm done motivating myself haha .....

have a great week

take care n God bless

cheers
ruth

Entry 413

As you have noticed by now my housemates love art so much
that they put it to practice on my tray of eggs at most time
Their action just make me smile and laugh all the time
even after a long day at uni/assessments
This time they decided to write a note instead
and it goes :





so tell me how can i not laugh and smile each day?
Love them heaps !!
Thank God for awesome housemates
eventhough things don't work out all the time
but it is not the end of it, it is part and parcel of life.
coz with given time and effort you will be amazed.

have an awesome week.
Take care n God bless

and


DEAR MUM !!

BLESSED MOTHER's DAY !
I know you read my blog!
well LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU HEAPS !
thanks for being a blessing in my life & loving me unconditionally!
have a awesome one and cya soon!
take care n God bless

love
Ruth.

p/s-alright back to the hideout for more interesting uni assessments&life

Entry 406



Its Monday again..
Easter and Intra-sem Break is over..
Time to buckle up and get ready for the 2nd half of the semester.
So much coming up from uni assessments and finals which will be in a month.
Events coming up from birthdays to farewells..
This semester has been really busy and fast.
time just flies when you have heaps to be done.
But it has been great ('',)


thanks to everyone who has been part of it!


If you love crazy hectic lifestyle..
You try to fit everything into your tight schedule
and by the end of the day
When you finally get to sit down and just reflect on the entire day
You just feel satisfied and contented
for being able to do so much within the 24 hours
well that's me, i love to do that and at the end of it all
after a long day i still wanna be able to smile.
i know im crazy but whatever ..



TAKE LIFE TO ANOTHER LEVEL !
CHALLENGE URSELF !
YOU CAN DO IT !

I live one life
Therefore, i will live life to the fullest and push my limits!
and be on my toes for whatever life has installed for me!

Well its good but sometimes it is good to take some time off to rest too.
Just to unwind and refresh yourself

Despite a short break i managed to get best of all worlds.

Was able to catch up with awesome friends
Was able to play my favourite sports
Was able to spend time with lil cousins & relatives & family
Was able to be homie & have some "Ruth time"
Was able to get some important stuff time
Was able to talk to Daddy God
Was able to encourage someone & be a blessing (i hope)
Was able to get to know someone better
Was able to be a tourist again (ally you know this!!)
Was able to do photography
and heaps more ...


(don't ask me what i was doing but yeah random stuff :P)

As for now
Back to the stuff i have to do
which is study and have the most out of STUDENT LIFE !!!

have a great week.
take care n God bless

cheers
ruth

Entry 390

Was just looking through some pics
picked some random candid shots !
Man i Miss you guys heaps !!!



















Melawati-ian bballer chicks !



















Awesome movie mates !


















random aquaria jump




















traffic jam ride back fr jogoya
























after jap


















cynthia's 20th



















Fiona's CNY open hse



















Szu-mei's CNY open hse



















G4's gathering



















Cynthia's 19th



















school carnival




































Alicia's Farewell


good ol memories..
they are heaps more but i will stop here :P
hope ya' all are well !
hope to cya all real soon!
take care n God bless

cheers
ruth

Entry 389

























Life is full with uncertainties.

Life may be random.

Life is short so cut the crap.

Live life to the fullest.

Push your limit

And

HANG IN THERE

despite how THOUGH Life will be.


cheers
ruth

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