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In Loving Memory of my late grandpa

Entry 445

21.10.10
This post is just in memory of my late grandpa who passed on 6 years ago.

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Like a light tower
4th anni

P A S S I O N

Entry 338

Yesterday ..

Was my late grandpa's 4th anniversary

Dearest Grandpa,

i have truly miss your presence.
i miss those days where i come home from school knowing i will see you at my house when you are in town!
i miss talking to you!
i miss just chilling out with you.
i miss having meals with you.
i miss going to church with you.
i miss hearing your voice.
i miss just hearing your prayers whereby you pray for every single one of us every night!
i miss seeing your simple gestures of love, kindness, patience and etc...
i cheerish all your stories you ever told me.
i am grateful that you thought me to write my chinese name.
i am grateful that you thought me chinese too coz i was bad at it!
i miss seeing you each morning reading the Bible aloud.
i am grateful to God for giving me such a awesome and loving grandpa like you!
i am honoured to be your lil grandchild!
i am encourage to see you standing strong in GOD till the very end!
i am really glad that my dad take after you.

and there are heaps more other things!

you will remain a legacy in my life for you have made an impact deep inside me.

I WANNA BE LIKE YOU MY SUPERHERO GRANDPA!

LOVE YOU HEAPS !



Was the last stop for PASSION WORLD TOUR here in SYDNEY!
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Dear DADDY GOD!

i have to say it was AWESOME AND A BLAST !
i felt like i was falling in LOVE all over again with you
Chris Tomlin was singing his songs i used to sing back in yough church!
i asked that you fill me before and when i was there last night
and you DID !! thanks man!

the ashley and fruitcake chronicles really impacted me and make me think of my current situation. in a way you spoke deep down in my heart ! telling me what should be done!
things & people had and will not be easy but with your help i will make it through this thick and thin! Please guide me with this 5 seconds life i have here to not make my name big but yours!

help me keep focus and be on tangent!
i admit so often i go astray and thinking i can handle it on my own but the truth is i can't!

in the last two years since i left home

you have thought me more and more things!
you have given me opportunity to meet a whole LOT of people from all different walks of life!
you have given me choices to make decisions!
you have expose me to the things of the world!
you have given me a taste of who bitter and sweet life can be!
you have given me great friends and housemates!
you have given me great relatives here!
you have broke me.
you have mould me.
you have taught me.
you have discipline me.
you have hit me straight on my face!
you have brought me back eventhough i have been running.
you have blessed me.
you have protected me.
you have healed me.
you have provided me.
you have forgave me.
you have been gracious to me!
you have tested me heaps !!!
you have placed me on this journey i NEVER chose!
and allowing me to experience first hand experiences which i am learning from.

and LASTLY YOU HAVE LOVED ME !

God my life is yours, use my strenghts, uniqueness, weaknesses to make your name famous

Today ..

Was the day i had a really good deep chat with daddy till the wee hours in the morning


It was past midnight and i was just chattering away with daddy till nearly 4am.
Man it was a heart to heart talk. deep stuff!
Miss you HEAPS & LOVE YOU HEAPS !!!

really hope to cya real soon!!

Bottom line:
ALL my DADDY's have touch me and impacted me just within less than 48 hours!
There are 3 Mens/SUPERHEROES in my life so far who has made a deep impact in my life!


My Late Grandpa!
My DADDY GOD!
My Earthly DAD!

well till then back to my hideout! 3 more weeks till finals!!

take care n God bless

cheers
ruth

21.10.07 Like a Light Tower

Entry 248

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Today marks the 3rd year anniversary since my late grandpa passed on. Somehow after chatting to my lil cousin bout’ it, I miss him even more. He saw me as I grew up. From an infant to a teen he spent countless of hours in prayer every night for each of his children, grandchildren and love ones. He was always at my house when he was down in KL. Every time I look at him, he is just so pure, blameless and like an untainted glass. Never once I heard him either complaining or bad mouthing anyone, instate was he the peacemaker. I still remember each Chinese New Year he will personally come to each child or grandchild to blessed them with a red packet aka ‘ang pau’. A thrifty man like him coming all the way from the land of the all Chinese ancestors, China willingly blesses me with his hard earned money he has saved up really means a lot to me. As I grew up I noticed he rather use his money to bless other than to use it for himself till the extend of being thrifty on medical fees. Each morning he gets up and read the Bible for couple of hours aloud (yeah that was what he used to do at my house) then reads the papers, have meals, spend time with us and sometimes tells us stories. He was just someone I look up to and he has left a massive legacy in my life. For that reason, I want to learn to be like him each day. Though I make me a pain sometimes but I am learning to be a better person.

Dear Grandpa,

I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU ALOT ! I REALLY HOPE U WERE HERE TO SEE ME GRADUATE. But i guess you are up there in Heaven watching over me too. Thanks for being such a great grandpa of mine and an excellent role model to me like a light tower watching over me. Though I know you would never read this but I LOVE YOU alot.

Cheers,
Your cheeky lil granddaughter
-ruth-
-IN MEMORIES OF TAN LIAN HAK-
21TH OCTOBER 2004
p/s-i think it's wise not to post up any pics